all i ever wanted was the sunflower alex and ani bracelet
tagged: +personal 

who needs relationships when you have nick jonas’ song “jealous”

it is perfect

go listen to it

THEN I TRY TO DO IT AND THE WEBSITE ISNT WORKING AND NOW I AM CRYING BECAUSE NOTHING IS WORKING FOR ME ANYMORE I KNOW I AM BEING SO DRAMATIC RIGHT NOW BUT I HAVE BEEN HEARTBROKEN FOR 4 DAYS AND I AM TIRED SO LET ME CRY OVER HOMEWORK 

I put on a mask again.

"Yeah I am great!" "Sure, school is good!" "Yeah I’m doing my homework."

nope nope nope

i cant focus enough on my work because I am sad.

this is causing anxiety because I know the consequences but I physically cannot make myself do it. I feel so helpless and I am worried about my parents being upset at me.

they are kinda friends with each other but super friends with me 

they are kinda friends with each other but super friends with me 

glad josh and i are friends again

its nice to speak to someone who knows exactly how I feel atm

wow shoot me

i found a cute video on my laptop of us and im sobbing and gross 

"I loved your handshake meeting my father. I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets. And how you kiss when I was in the middle of saying something. There’s not a day I don’t miss those rude interruptions. Now I’ll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes. All that I know is I don’t know how to be something you miss. I never though we’d have a last kiss. I never imagined we’d end like this. Your name, forever the name on my lips."

"even broken hearts may have their doubts"

My parents just got back form Europe and my mom brought me some topshop lippies!! eeeppp.

tagged: +personal  +topshop  +love 

Such a tough day. I wouldn’t wish this upon anyone. 

tagged: +personal  +single  +sad 

oh my i will forever hate this day. 

my heart is in so much pain.

tagged: +personal 

my heart is in my stomach

everything feels wrong. 

tagged: +personal  +why