fab weekend but i wish i was with my booger

fab weekend but i wish i was with my booger

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i feel selfish for being sad right now

i had an awesome day, like i met bridgit mendler and spent the day with my mom and my sister, like today was so fantastic

but now i am in my room staring at my wall and wishing i were not breathing

if someone tells you depression isn’t real, please kick them in the knee.

because if meeting your favorite person then feeling like death is a super great thing in the same day doesn’t strike you as odd then i don’t know what does

but i feel guilty i feel like i can’t be sad because my sister and mom had such a great time

normally i tell my mom when i feel this way but i don’t want to because i don’t her to feel like today wasn’t a good day; it was great.

i know people who i know irl will read this but i like to think when i type these things that i am talking to no one.

i hate sadness more than i hate mangoes 

also i think i should talk to my doctor about medicine because this is clearly not working atm

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i am a child i am 16 i am in high school

SO STOP TALKING ABOUT FINANCES AROUND ME, LIKE I KNOW IT IS GOOD TO BE FRUGAL AND TO SAVE BUT I AM GETTING SO STRESSED OUT OVER SOMETHING I CAN’T CONTROL.

I KNOW WE DON’T HAVE MONEY I KNOW WE CAN’T DO THINGS I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW BUT YOU DON’T HAVE TO TALK ABOUT IT TO ME I AM A CHILD I NEED TO WORRY ABOUT MY CHEMISTRY GRADE NOT MONEY OKAY LET ME HAVE TWO YEARS WITHOUT WORRYING ABOUT MONEY PLEASE

I SHOULDN’T HAVE TO HAVE LOADS OF ANXIETY OVER THIS LIKE I CAN’T DO ANYTHING ABOUT THIS I CAN’T HELP I CAN’T FIX ANYTHING AND IT JUST MAKES ME FEEL TERRIBLE 

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I miss all my friends who are in college now.

cindy, meg, sydeia, alex, and of course rob. 

gosh i miss rob a lot. it’s weird not seeing him everyday and not knowing when i will see him next. but getting his snapchats makes me super happy. i sure do love that boy.

if any of you need a friend i am here!! i have not a lot of friends so be my friend if you want okay ily

xxoo

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IM TRYING TO WIN A TAYLOR SWIFT CONTEST AND I GET MORE ENTRIES IF YOU CLICK THIS LINK!!

http://ts1989.com/9426

I would love it if you helped me out!!

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hair goals: matty, 1975

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i feel like im the worst so i always act like im the best :-)

i feel like im the worst so i always act like im the best :-)

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im getting annoyed with every song i listen to and its so werid

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I feel like typing about my life so here I go.

Hello junior year is okay. I took a test on a book a ride the night before and i think i did pretty swell on it. I have a lot of new great friends this year which is so great because i love new people. I have a cool chorus class minus a few obnoxious people. Sadly, theatre is next semester. Robert is in college now. It is weird not seeing him everyday like I have the past two years/summers. He isn’t going very far away, about 45 minutes by car. But he doesn’t have a car there with him and I am terrified to drive in Atlanta traffic. It also isn’t practical for me to see him  on weekdays. He says I will see him in like 2 weekends from now so that’s good. 

Sailboat had her (she is officially a girl) first vet trip today. Baby had to get some shots and is now on medicine for a parasite. She did so well with the doctor!! I’m a proud mama.

in other news, my sister is coming home next wednesday and i am so excited!! she has been gone all summer and will be staying with us for a few weeks! my heart is full of joy. Although when I was growing up I wasn’t very fond of her, she is by far one of the greatest people I know and one of my best friends. sisters are seriously the best.

also also, i am sad cause i’ve come to terms that i really just have to stop giving people second chances. i am getting hurt by the same people over and over again and it is time i move on. i can’t keep surrounding myself with hurtful people.

it’s a new school year so i’m changing things up a bit

hope you guys have had a great week

xxoo

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There was a news article about a guy who has been stealing cars at gas stations in my town and when I looked at his mug shot I found myself saying “dang why do you have to steal cars? you’re so cute”. 

criminals with tattoos are my type i guess

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every night

every night

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saturday nights listening to saosin. 
it feels like 2010

saturday nights listening to saosin. 

it feels like 2010

i love her 

i love her 

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she thought i looked like a good bed

she thought i looked like a good bed

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