literally spending every night with this booger
i want these two so bad
whenever i text someone with imessage i literally look at my phone screaming “OPEN THE TEXT” over and over until they open it
okay i am going to write a really long thing with everything i am currently feeling because I am home alone in bed with a stomach ache,
FIRST OF ALL!!!!! If you don’t want to freaking hang out with me just tell me instead of ignoring me. Like you have your read notifications on so i SEE WHEN YOU READ MY TEXT. Like. Just tell me no so we can both happily move on. It’s like you only want to hang out with me when you need me. My feelings dont matter in your world. Why am I even your friend? also I am so tired of people cancelling plans on me. (no robert this isnt just directed towards you) it just sucks that I plan my day around a certain event that ends up getting cancelled. I just wish today was better and not filled with disappointment. I also really just want to be in the same room as derek sanders again because he makes my heart complete. Mayday Parade please come to town sooner. In other news, I got new chalk today and colored outside since no one wanted to hang out with me :-) l o l. so i drew flowers and song lyrics and almost threw up because it was so hot outside. so basically today was the best day of my life. please let everyday be like this.
so now i wait by my phone for a response from a jerk who probably wont even reply.
OH AND MY EX JUST MESSAGED ME ON SKYPE TIME TO LITERALLY CRY IN MY SHOWER BECAUSE I HATE HIM.
OKAY GOODBYE PLEASE MESSAGE ME BECAUSE I NEED FRIENDS APPARENTLY.